Thursday, September 11, 2003
ok. here is the deal. i dont mind people asking me for my live journal account. its ok..no biggie. this isnt directed towards you. this is to the assholes that keeping IMing me some bullshit. lately ive been getting a lot of nasty messages on my IM b/c i havent used my LJ account in a while. telling me to get a life and shit....but signing it anon. well get some fuckin balls and a life yourself, and get off my back.
Current mood: infuriated
Tuesday, March 18, 2003
im moving soon. ive been packing, and taping, and organizing, and cleaning. i have so much stuff. luckily, i have a roomy place to live. but knowing me, i will find a way to fill it up im sure. and im trying to get over this illness ive had..i havent felt too good the past few days. when i went to indiana last week, i got really sick. but what can you do. it was just that my body was actually letting itself fall apart. since i dont let it during the schoolyear. ugh.
Current mood: sick
Tuesday, February 25, 2003
im having the worst day ever! well, not ever, but im feeling pretty bad. i got some bad news from a friend concerning a lost love sorta situation. i planned on going to boston and new york for my spring break...dont think thats happening anymore. ugh.
Current mood: crushed
Monday, February 24, 2003
11:44PM - in addition.....
o'yea.....i still havent seen the sun.....its been over 2 weeks now..nearing three.
im getting so frustrated with school. ive really just been scraping by this semester, though last semester i did awesome. so what the hell? i guess i got a lot of stuff going on, im trying to find out about an old love interest, trying to find a place to live thats decent, go to work, plan a spring break, workout, school...etc. i just feel too busy, and i know im not applying myself as I should, which is just unheard of for me. i just feel in another realm, where things arent going as they should. im gonna try to sleep on it...tomorrow is a new day.
Current mood: indescribable
Saturday, February 15, 2003
i am about to start building an arc...as in noah's arc. its been raining for 3 days straight....and the roads are flooding. i cant even take my normal route anymore b/c the big bridge is washed out because of a raging creek. its kinda freaky. i know we flood a lot down here in the south, but ive NEVER seen it this bad that i can remember. i cant even let my little dog rico out in the backyard because he will literally and honestly be swept away by this makeshift river that has made a home in our backyard..its about knee high and is just raging. i need to see the SUN!!!
Current mood: gloomy
Thursday, February 13, 2003
oh yea, i was able to watch a c-section at the hospital today for my clinical rotation. it was kinda neat...i got a little bit teary eyed b/c the dad looked so in love with his new son! how cute!
Current mood: calm
11:25PM - happy birthday chris!
Happy 21st to my friend chris! yay! now we just have to plan to meet up over my spring break sometime...must figure out a way to see my friends in boston too! argh...so much to do. so little time and money. but i hope you were able to make it off campus chris and enjoy a little bit of your birthday!
Current mood: mellow
Wednesday, February 12, 2003
12:16AM - tests!
i hate tests. i have this huge pharmacology test tomorrow morning...actually this morn at 10am. ive been studying on and off all day. and i just can't stay focused. i keep getting distracted by the tv and my own damn thoughts. plus the teacher said "no one ever passes the first test" How about that for some reassurance? that f-ing sucks. im just not into it now. im kinda burnt out. i want a nice long vacation. i wanna see friends. not worry about at least 1 or 2 tests per week. plus taking the dog 3x a week to the vet for allergy shots and then dealing with my allergies and trying to work out at the union hall. go figure. my life is just too hellish right now. on top of the other things....no luck finding an apt yet....ugh! but i better get back to studying. its halfway to 1am. wish me luck...and sleep!
Current mood: frustrated
Monday, February 10, 2003
11:57PM - tickets?
im trying to find some airline tickets online that are cheap....or at least cheaper than buying them off the major airlines. i usually fly southwest but it seems all the airlines have upped their prices...i dont blame them with our economy...but i want to get out of town for a trip! i dont know of any more sites besides cheaptickets.com or expedia....are there any more out there that are reliable?
Current mood: determined
11:42PM - vacation!
i wanna go to NYC!!!! =)
Current mood: anxious
11:25PM - stress stress stress!!!
im trying to find an apt/house i can rent that i can afford! its so hard being in nursing school and only being able to work on the weekends....and then find something i can manage to keep up with rentwise and billwise...sometimes i just hate being 21 b/c you hate asking for help from your parents, yet its so tough to do it all on your own. the time is getting closer for my mom to pack up and move back up north..its got me really sad. she's really been my rock since her and my dad divorced a handful of years back. i want her to be happy, but im also selfish and want her to still stay....cuz i'll miss her too much. i just cant imagine being too far from her. ugh..!~
Current mood: contemplative
Tuesday, January 14, 2003
11:01PM - viva las vegas!
im headed to vegas this weekend. im so excited, but kinda curious to how the city will be. i was told that the county that las vegas is located in is the only county in the country that allows prostituition (spelling?) yuck! im excited, though im not all into the gambling thing ya know? i just wanna see the shows, see all the lights, take pictures. the weather will definitely be better than it is here at home..and it will be a little breather, just to get away for a little while...
Current mood: hungry
12:47AM - cleaning...
i just deleted my old entries that were from ages ago...but i kept one from colorgenics.....that website i checked out that once...it was kinda neat to read it again. i forgot i kept it.
Current mood: accomplished
12:14AM - to who emailed me...
im sorry to the chic who emailed me...i was gonna respond (ive been on hiatus from my computer for a while) and i accidently deleted your original email. i apologize...but i really would like to keep my screenname....it has a lot of sentimental value to me...and i know, i know, i hardly use the journal that much in the past year..but ive moved and am without "my" computer..im using someone else's. im sorry, i feel bad that i didnt get back to you sooner. and yes, it is a cool name..=)thank you...
Current mood: cold
Monday, January 21, 2002
oooo. i found a cool website called color genics....it fit my personality 100% my god!
Current mood: blah